Chapter 5: Back to
the Future; Return on Investment
Getting back to the question at hand, after 4 intense years
of ballroom dancing, I must ask myself what is the return on investment? Reading the first Heritage Classic account written
4 years ago as a beginner, I was filled with hope and expectations of my
burgeoning dance skills. I’m no longer a
virgin dancer and its time to take stock of where I am and how much my efforts
have paid off.
I’ve always promised myself that the moment I fail to
improve, I’m done with competitive ballroom dancing. Some folks are contented
to maintain their skills, I’ve never been.
I promised myself this much in all aspects of my life. In my work as an intensive care doctor, after
30 odd years, when I began to question myself about my skills, that was
the precise moment I planned my transition from clinical medicine to research and medical school administration.
I did not want to leave medicine with the memory of a declining doctor – I
wanted to leave it with the pride and dignity of my skills and accomplishments. Too many doctors wait until it’s
too late and the last public and private memory of them is a terrible one, focusing on the most recent mistake and misstep rather than all that was accomplished throughout their career.
This competition was arguably my best. Taken together with the Holiday Classic, I
feel I have consolidated some of the improvements I have made over two dance
competitions over the last three months time.
In terms of results, I generally predominated in my closed single dance heats against 6-8 other gentlemen - in all four
dance categories - especially smooth and standard. As
far as the open single dances, I lost to one lady a set of heats in
standard….not really sure why…but anyway, I followed up with another set that, although uncontested, I danced extremely well…pleasing both myself and
Yanna.
I suppose the greatest surprise beyond the multi dance
results I have already summarized was the result of the open silver smooth
dance heats – two sets which had me competing in a field of six to seven contenders mostly women. Now I really didn’t recall that Yanna signed
me up for open silver events (I assumed they were bronze) so I went into them unknowingly
nonchalant, while still intoxicated from the win I had just experienced in the closed
silver 3-dance championship. I was
really nowhere to be found, not particularly interested in dancing the open
events, not realizing they were contested with open silver ladies. And I royally f……d up the first tango not
hearing the beat of an unusually strange tango resulting in being off in my timing.
So I was shocked when I came in 1st in waltz, Viennese waltz,
foxtrot and 2nd in tango. In
the next series, we were joined by two more advanced ladies, resulting in a third place result for me in everything except Tango, for which I was scored a dismal 5th place position. I guess I really f.....d up the second Tango as well!!!
I was also pleased by my progress in Standard and in Latin. At the very least, I am dancing with a little
more confidence and swagger. I have made
little progress in rhythm, but I make almost no effort to practice the rhythm
dances concentrating mostly on smooth and standard.

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